I used to think every day was a web of struggles
That heart break was part of the mortal process
And to stay humble through it all meant my soul bent
But never broke
Now I’m exhaling fumes and breathing smoke
But the meaning of hope is still a blur
And meaning behind hurt is a joke
The meaning of death can be told in a single word
And meaning of it all is can be found at the end of time when we read what we wrote
You see, now I know everyday is a web of terror
All strung together on the strings of puppeteer’s violin
Inspiring violence
Inspiring tyrants
All because of me
All because of you
But what’s worse is when the two infuse
Let loose in a orchestra of nihilistic tunes
Brainwashing the audience into silence
As they hand out blood infusions through a silver spoon
They degrade
They abuse
They’re a charade
And you’re meant to be to
As they tell us how to use to cover up another cover up
Preach wrath over love and love it when you hate
Keeping us confused
Keeping us in spades
Keeping us down in the dumps
Telling us to rest easy and wait for the noose
But in the meantime to live battered and bruised
Burn ourselves at both ends of the candle till we’re invisible proof
Proof of what they expect us to be
Proof of what they expect us to do
Proof that we are willing to believe their lies
Not once but over a million times
Proof that we’re willing to turn a blind eye to the truth
But even in death I flatly refuse to hang on their web
I’d rather use the words that have never been said
And choose my own way
The path I’ve laid
And you can come to
Finding peace as we walk hand in hand through the land of the dead
